If only it was snow......

One night i was runnning it started raining but it was falling ever sso slowly it looked like snow if only it was true then it woulf have been a perfect night sky with the moon peering over the clouds and snow drifting slowly to the ground i stand on....... ONLY if

Last night i went running there was a car crash due to someone i think normally drifts on the road i run on but for some reason the car hit a pole and another car so then i just hide and watch as people emerged from their shelters, as the driver tried to reverse and run away from the accident it was like i was watching a movie it all happened in slow motion as i hid and watched people screaming at each other......

Stop IT!!!!!!!!

You once asked me what the one thing that pissed me off was well you have started again so i am telling you!!!!!!!!!!!! why the hell would u insult someone you dont know i dont mind if its only directed at me but if you aim it at my family i WILL get angry even though i may not show it, THE ANGER EXSISTS!!!!!!!!

so would you please stop insulting my family............ or i dunno what i mite end up doing...........

Only time will tell...........

Sometimes only time will tell, but if you dont let time pass the outcome will not be the same as what it would be if you confronted the problem, so nowerdays i just let them come and go haveing no care for the world unless wanted i seem alot happier that way caring too much could just get me into more trouble instead of me even being invovled in a massicare of conspirisys, things just seem to work out without my help most of the times....

Today i went back to tafe i saw one of my friends he didnt seem very happe there must be something that happened to him, because he does not seem to be the person he was befor the holidays...

Two faced people

Oh how i hate you people why must you act all nice and happy when you are really not and when i try to be nice you just turn around a use ur big mouth to fend off any friendliness that i am supplying. Why must they make themselves such anal retentive assholes, one question and they will hate you for life atleast thats what it seems like....        I just dont understand why this must happen does it make you sleep better at night??? what satisfaction do you get out of making everyone around you either scared of you or just straight out hate you..................

There is another type of two faced people they are nice to everyone but people that are close to them but i understand why they are like this, they are like this is because they belive the people close to them will know why they are sad, angry or even happy, BUT they do not trust other people so they are always nice and keep everything to themself.

I belive i could be too but only to the people who really piss me off................. But i belive no1 really pisses me off except for one person at the moment but i cannot be bad to that person because my future is depending on them....

hehe

Woooo time to loose some blob and gain some shape ^^, haha week two and running seems alot easier than when i started.I also realise that gaining weight is alot easier than loosing it T.T

IMO!!!

If someone likes you and you like some one you should not worry about who the other person  interacts with  because if you love someone you should have full trust in them....

No love should restrict other from doing something else (hence the reason i support open relationships), if someone that you love makes you sad you should ask them why they are doing this, if the reason is acceptable then tell them a way the problem can be solved, if the problem cant be solved tell them to live with it because you are who you are.

Is this relly true?

Freedom?

People say that we can choose the paths we walk, what if we have chosen the wrong, and it was only one road that has restricted to only stay on a one way track with no end, or even another path can we just use a rewind button and go back to choose what we want it never really happens like that life really sucks with all the rules and constraints that civilisation and law that we all have to carry above out head if not we will be crushed by the edge of the massive tomb stone we are all holding above us the only reason the law hasn't crushed us is because we all hold it up why cant we just give up in the support of this burden and why can we be on top of this why must it be above us sure it may protect us but it makes us so miserable...