Late people

Just to think if you are late all the time wouldn't you work out a way so you wouldn't be late.... Even after pushing the time back you are STILL LATE... How the hell can you be half an hour late after pushing the time back half an hour there is just no logical explanation for this... Does that mean you would have been an hour late if you didn't push the time back.... THATS ONE WHOLE HOUR...... How can you be late for an hour when you have had all the time in the world to get ready unlike me i had to go to work then go home and get ready in under an hour and still made it in time.... I'm assuming that you just left your "getting ready" till later cause if you didn't i would just have no other explanation to how the hell you could be one hour late.....

On another note i seem to be addicted to m&ms an music at the moment so i guess its okay to have someone let you down when you have music and food....

Next week i shall be enrolling into uni that should be fun

Faith

Airplanes they fly to different places almost every day... I would love to get away from this place and just go somewer i didnt know anyone and start over... Only if...

Faith is is not the "i belive in a god" thing its just something that is usually paired with a god, but the faith i am talking about is the trust in other people

Sometimes i wish i was really a gangster then it would be so cool to have what a sucsessful gangster has 

Is it just me or is itthe shire people that just annoy me 

BIRTHDAY at 3am in the morning...(unhappy)

It has occurred to me lately that i have started to hate everyone again because i get the feeling that they think I'm boring or annoying, so yeah i don't know why this happens but i just get the feeling that i just don't belong in the situation of what ever I'm doing lately people around me getting so much stuff happening in their lives while mine is just as boring as normal....

Talking about luck i don't know why but my brother seems to just always gets stuff easier or better because he has people that like to talk to him where as i never seem to have that happen.... people want me to tell them secrets but there is really nothing i can say that i want people to know because it is either embarrassing or i just cant tell them because there are always reasons...

see i have this friend she doesn't seem to like to talk to me as much any more as i have seen tonight maybe i did something wrong but i don't recall anything that i did , i wish people would just tell me why i am so socially awkward so i can try to fix them up... i don't wanna be like this but it seems to just happen, i don't know how to really open up to people or tell funny jokes I'm just lameee..................

Talking about love, i don't think i will ever really fall in love with someone because the more i find out a person the more i dislike the way they operate, but there is always this lust for what kind of a person this is....