It has occurred to me lately that i have started to hate everyone again because i get the feeling that they think I'm boring or annoying, so yeah i don't know why this happens but i just get the feeling that i just don't belong in the situation of what ever I'm doing lately people around me getting so much stuff happening in their lives while mine is just as boring as normal....
Talking about luck i don't know why but my brother seems to just always gets stuff easier or better because he has people that like to talk to him where as i never seem to have that happen.... people want me to tell them secrets but there is really nothing i can say that i want people to know because it is either embarrassing or i just cant tell them because there are always reasons...
see i have this friend she doesn't seem to like to talk to me as much any more as i have seen tonight maybe i did something wrong but i don't recall anything that i did , i wish people would just tell me why i am so socially awkward so i can try to fix them up... i don't wanna be like this but it seems to just happen, i don't know how to really open up to people or tell funny jokes I'm just lameee..................
Talking about love, i don't think i will ever really fall in love with someone because the more i find out a person the more i dislike the way they operate, but there is always this lust for what kind of a person this is....
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