JS - Nobody - Wondergirls (cover)

BAHAHA I USE TO HATE THIS SONG :p not eny mor

How much i hate my father atm!!!!!!!!

OMFG he is such a dick head he dosent even know whats going on and tells us to shut up after he has arrived home for 5 mins, he always thinks he is correct worse than a 3 year old baby. OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im always wrong

So i have been told by teachers, friends, family, speed cameras and myself. Why am i always wrong i dunno i just am i cant help it if you dont like it then deal with it instead of just insulting my brain that lives upstairs. So in the result of that i am always saying sorry, i didnt mean that, oops, please dont hurt me and so on and so on. But in the end what effects me the most is the words that come out of your mouth....

brb?

I sometimes think to myself do people normally use the word brb just to stop talking to a certain person just because they are annoying you or maybe they just upset more. I use brb sometimes as i want to be left alone go away but then after a while i think if i did this to other people what will they think?

This picture explains all:

Are you sad?

How are you spose to tell someone that you are sad, that feeling that you have to tell them why you are sad but they seem to just make you feel more down to the series of events that happen as you try to make a topic that doesn't relate to the reason you are sad it always seem to end up in the topic, WHY WHY WHY the world is not fair why cant the world show me a person that i can speak to without them objecting to anything that i have done.

Why cant i just be cared about more am i  really that "opaque" that no one can see how depressed and sad i am when i really am sad.

If only someone could read me like a book, without me telling them what i really feel.

Depression something that strikes many people although i think i have it i most probably don't its just me feeling sorry for myself in one of the 5 stages of human emotions.

When someone does i will see them as a light i can walk towards but that would probably make me someone that is dependant on others, the main point of why i am sad i DO NOT WANT TO RELY ON OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!

People hate, one cruelty of the human race that is the main reason why i love being alone that is what rarely happens if i am alone then i will be fine but human influence has made what i have wanted to say muted.

One Word

One word is all it needs to change something just like today i got an email that has made me feel so empty today it just shattered my happiness making me fear what the future is the bring..

One word can make someone love you for the rest of your life(atleast a part of it) One word could tear it apart.

The feeling of having one word shatter all hope that was shining bright one minute then gone the second after as it always seem evil takes over easily. Being the good person will always be harder than doing something bad......

Better left unsaid

It seems better that way to know that things will last longer if unsaid atleast until the thing un said the occasional"your annoyin me" or "i dont want to hear about it" morphs the way other people see them when in anger every one us set out to annoy evan if they diddnt really mean what they said. The point is anger equals putting cloth over you eyes then holding a knife in a big crowd you will never know who you have hurt or how you have hurt them unless u remove the piece of cloth but when someone is hurt there is no turning back.

Friendship…

Something that takes time to form a good one takes luck depending on both parties kind of like a relationship they can be broken just by words no matter how good a friendship may be even if no broken it will certainly be damaged. The fastest way to repair one is to lie to make the other side happy, saying the word sorry fixes a relationship but that scar will always be ther and if the wound opens up again befor it has had time to heal it will make the scar deeper.
But why? Why would people hurt one another because it is nature to have fun something has to be sacrificed befor fun can be really fun. What is fun in this context it is to gain happiness on other peoples misery that is the purest of fun friends can have but inturn someone must deal with the pain that has been brouht from this feeding frenzy of laughter.

Hate...

No matter how good a relationship one another may have hate always kicks in and you find them annoying becuase the more i interact with someone they automatically become annoying and show all the flaws that bug me. I wonder if it happens to all people haha it seems weird but sumtimes im happy then all of a sudden i feel down for the rest of the day and dont get happy till i go to sleep and wake up the next day......