Dreams

Three nights in a row i have had really detailed dreams that i can remember but only two of them i can actually remember in detail this is weird because i dont normally have dreams in such detail...

First night... it was a dream that the world had been taken over where the skies never cleared with the greyish gloomy clouds as if evil had arrived, i was in a vault with a door like the one in inception it was weird, actually come to think of it the story was kind of like inception because i was with a group of people in front of this safe door, some my family and the others were like security guards, and one leader that was trying to get into the safe, they got in but they found nothing it was an empty safe... the angry leader turned around and told us to look for it... then mysteriously i ended up in my house with the others standing outside like it was a stand off.... one of the security guards holding a gun with a really long samuri sword on his back... so i went to look for something that could kill with me keeping range.

I searched every inch of the house and i found nothing... so i ended up going to the kitchen to get a knife.. when i went to throw at the guard about to use the sword on his back to sever the connection of someone that i knew but i cant remember it was a family member... so i steadied myself for the throw.. i hesitated because thinking that i will miss because of the range that i had to throw it... but in the end when i threw the knife it was gracefully flying through the air towards the guard when it was about to hit the gurd he caught it and then threw it straight back at me that was when i woke up... realising that my house has no dangerouse objects to throw and will kill people.

Day 2

Second dream i cant for sure remember if it was it but i was being forced into a room of food :/

Then i woke up.... weirdest dream that has ever happened..

Normally i just have a dream about a little house with a green patch of grass surrounding it then large gears swinging like a pengelum swinging closer and closer to the house but it never reaches the house to destroy it... that dream normally means that i am about to get sick haha.

MAybe it is just the stress or saddness of having to wake up and go pack to tafe... 

Silence.....

Sometimes all we need is some time with someone but all they seem to do is try to find out what is really wrong... but all you really wanted is to be with them.. no words... nothing at all but to just be with them... But you dont want to tell them its just that feeling when they really understand what you want when you want it... but when questions get asked it just annoys...

A place i have always dreamed of a sea of green grass with people that i just want to be with just for that moment.... but i cant see that happening.... atleast not with the people...

Annoyed

Grrrr everthing is soo annoying the way people walk, things people complain about, things people want me to do argh why do you all have to be soo annoying.....

Hate how im so fat.... Hate how friends love to back stab on each other thats just tells me that they would just do the same for me.....

I want new shirts now all of mine are soo streached aroud the collar gahhh. I just look at my jacketwith disgust of how big it just is..... Arrrr i hate myself....

Hate accents when people dont speak properly or too softly oe really enphisise the 's' in words gah every sing thing jus bugs me ><.... You just cant understand them.... I just dont know why the accent is just soo annoying... News... All ther is now is just murder... Its so boring >< cant anyone find something intresting to write about? Just soo angry.. Why would you tell someone such a thing when you know that it will end badly if it wer me i would just stop and make something up instead of just ripping it all apart.. Ubless that was the intention.

Hate the mointain of work i have infront of me... Hate the people who woke me up this morning wish i had a proper job.... Soo many things i wish i had but nop i dont have them.. Yes yes i know i maybe lukier than others but that is their bad luck. Whoeber is content with what they have well good for them... Im not...