Are you sad?

How are you spose to tell someone that you are sad, that feeling that you have to tell them why you are sad but they seem to just make you feel more down to the series of events that happen as you try to make a topic that doesn't relate to the reason you are sad it always seem to end up in the topic, WHY WHY WHY the world is not fair why cant the world show me a person that i can speak to without them objecting to anything that i have done.

Why cant i just be cared about more am i  really that "opaque" that no one can see how depressed and sad i am when i really am sad.

If only someone could read me like a book, without me telling them what i really feel.

Depression something that strikes many people although i think i have it i most probably don't its just me feeling sorry for myself in one of the 5 stages of human emotions.

When someone does i will see them as a light i can walk towards but that would probably make me someone that is dependant on others, the main point of why i am sad i DO NOT WANT TO RELY ON OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!

People hate, one cruelty of the human race that is the main reason why i love being alone that is what rarely happens if i am alone then i will be fine but human influence has made what i have wanted to say muted.