Hello i am finally writing this post for you, because there is something i want to say but to try my best not to upset you, so here we go....
You are starting to turn out like the person you long for in certain ways, that is annoying me a bit but lately u have not done those things, you have also tried to help me find out why but when you did it you did not seem like you wanted to do it, maybe because u really didnt want me to know how that person really feels or u just didnt want to make that person angry. I dunno why i think that maybe its just me underating myself for the piority i get from you but oh well.
I think that you sometimes put me second best because when other people are around, haha what a silly thing to think please dont take this too personally but if u want the truth of what i think that is what my opinion on the recent events that have happened.
I didnt mean to hurt anyone with what i did that day i just did it for fun, i thought you thought it was just fun i cant see why he is so seriouse about this what else did i do to make that person so unhappy with me..... anyway i just wanted to know what u tthought about that day did you think it was awkward/uncomfortable or did you think it was fine with what i did that day i want to know your opinion.
Overall you are a very good person that dosent like confrontation, i dunno i like how i can help you when u need someone there when no one is around that u can talk to. I dont mind being 2nd best but i just wanna know why i cant be like the others.
Your good friend Nightseeker =]
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