Day 2 and i for some particular reason have felt sad all day today even thought this event has happened a few days ago the effects have only started to kick in, that is what i belive if i have only met this person for 5 seconds maybe even less what will i do if i knew this person alot longer.... these feelings i have not felt for a long time, the fear of dark, the fear of strange noises when i cannot see what is around the corner afraid of what will jump out at me.
While we were having dinner like our usual arguments once the word death was mentioned i felt sickened in the stomach and wondered about why he would say that....
Is this the effect of that one person performing one action at a certain spot that has effected me or am i just worried like i am most of the time.....
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