Realisation

Through the events that have happened today seeing someone take their own life, has given me alot more thought in what could cause someone to do such a thing me witnessing it myself someone jumping off a cliff, what if she regreted what she did after she jumped off.... when she jumped off it seemed like she had done this all the time. althought i may have been a few meters away it seemed like i was right next to her knowing i could have stopped such a thing happening but i was so shocked i did nothing. My reaction to this whole jumping thing was so blank is this a sign of shock, but if it was shock i would have gotten over it. I for some reason felt no pity at all for that person only what her family would do when they found out such a thing has happened to their daughter.... I dont see how someone could make this choice just because of one person... its not worth it...